A Letter to Dolly Parton

Thanks for Inspiring Me to Keep Dreaming

A Letter to Dolly Parton

Dear Dolly,

Isn’t it amazing how God is always putting the puzzle pieces of this life together, and often times it takes years before we even see how the pieces connect? Let me tell you a story.

I was eight years old, sitting around the kitchen table during a weekend visit to my dad’s house. I heard this unfamiliar voice come on the radio, and within seconds, my life was forever changed.

Sticks and Stones May Break Your Bones

But Words Will Hurt You More

You’ve heard the rhyme a thousand times… (Oh wait.. I think I just made that sentence a rhyme.)

Sticks and Stones May Break Your Bones

“Sticks and stones may break your bones, but words will never hurt you.”

Malarkey! Anyone who’s ever been on the other end of a hurtful comment or condescending remark knows that’s one of the most ludicrous statements ever made.

So Long Insecurity

A Song To Encourage You

Recently at Celebrate Recovery we were discussing Step 5 of the 12 steps: We admitted to God, to ourselves and to another human being the exact nature of our wrongs. 

So Long Insecurity

Celebrate Recovery often uses acrostics in their lessons, and the N in “Confess” stands for no more guilt. As the leader continued with the lesson, these words stuck out to me:

“We no longer have to follow the rearview mirror way of living.” 

It made me think of a song I wrote 5 years ago called “So Long Insecurity.” I wrote it around the same time as Beth Moore’s book So Long Insecurity was released.

cherished

Cherished (Polly Wright, 2016)

Y’all… this was a hard book to read – not gonna lie. I wasn’t sure if I could make it through the first two chapters, but I had to keep reading, knowing there was a story of redemption weaved throughout these pages.

Every. Bit. Worth. The. Hard. Read.

Your heart will break. But it will be filled again with hope – the hope which comes from our amazing, redeeming Father in Heaven who calls each of us cherished.

Read it. I bet God will use it to restore your hope in just how much He loves you!

What If God Just Doesn’t Love You?

But He Likes You Too

I was sitting with some new friends at dinner recently. I wanted to know more about their life so I did what I do best, asked questions.

What If God Just Doesn't Love You?

My new friend Dan said this about his 20+ year marriage to Mary,

“We’ve been married for a long time, but it wasn’t until the last few years I knew she really liked me. I know she loves me. She took a vow to love me, but that doesn’t mean she has to like me. But she does. There’s nothing greater than knowing my wife actually likes me and wants to be around me.”

Seriously.. does that not make your heart melt?

That Time I Slept on the Bar Pool Table

How to Overcome Triggers

Have you ever been in an all too familiar situation and all of a sudden flashbacks from your past come flooding back as if you’re reliving the moment all over again?

That Time I Slept on the Bar Pool Table

Don’t worry, you’re not alone. This is called a trigger.

It happened to me recently. All of a sudden, I wasn’t the 32 year old Sundi Jo anymore. I was a broken-hearted little girl, sleeping on the pool table at the bar, waiting for my dad to finish drinking so we could go home. Music from the juke box played, the crowd laughed, and the all too familiar smell of Seagrams 7 and Pabst Blue Ribbon filled the air.

Doing Life One Day at a Time

Walking Through a Hard Season of Life

She lie next to me in bed, speaking these words to me as she rubbed her fingers through my hair: “I wish I could tell you that you’ll wake up tomorrow and everything will be fixed, but I’d be lying. This is something you have to go through and I don’t know how long it’s going to take.”

Doing Life One Day at a Time

I silently cried myself to sleep, 32 years old, with my mom sleeping by my side, wishing her words weren’t true. Wishing I could wake up and everything be fine. But I knew she was right. Sometimes I hate when my mother is right.

But I held onto her words, “This is something you have to go through.” I’m still holding onto them.

Want to hear part of my testimony? Want to know what God is doing with Esther’s House? Join me at Pilot Knob Baptist Church on Sunday, May 1 as I share my heart to help other hurting women.

Date: May 1, 2016
Time: 09:30 a.m.
Event: Pilot Knob Baptist Church Morning Service
Venue: Pilot Knob Baptist Church
573-859-3730
Location: 491 County Road 716
Belle, MO 65013
Public: Public

What Gary Smalley Taught Me About Love

And How to Leave a Proper Legacy

The first time I met Gary Smalley, we sat across from each other at the dinner table, surrounded by the ugliest wall paper you’ve ever seen in your life. Someone said he was a famous author, but honestly, I didn’t have a clue. You think that would’ve hurt his ego, but not at all.

What Gary Smalley Taught Me About Love

I was a student at the Table Rock Freedom Center and he stopped by to have dinner with all of us girls. He didn’t talk about the 60 books he’d written. He didn’t share about his multiple appearances on Oprah. He didn’t tell us about the thousands of marriages he had poured into.

Nope.. he talked to us about his struggles with pride and how they almost destroyed his career and his marriage. He talked about God’s grace weaving in and out of his life. He cried as we shared stories of our own struggles in life – struggles with addiction, sadness, suicide, shame, fear, doubt, etc.